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sup jaylen. 

it’s been a rough past month. u are

currently in a situation where alot

of your personal life has been put

out, and exposed to the world - your

sexuality is out there. not by choice.

but it’s out there. and u are alive, nigga.

doing the work. figurin shit out. the main

thing u always thought u wouldn’t survive

if it ever came out. the main thing u have

always battled with all your life + living

in fear all of these years. and u are doing

it. hate that it came out at the expense of

a lie, but aye let’s be real. with the way u were

moving, hiding it was no longer an option.

i’m proud of u for immediately looking inward

at what u could’ve done better. u are not a victim.

even tho it’s kinda hard to think rationally with a

clear mind right now, continue taking dis time to

strengthen your relationship wit God. that inner young

jay who battled with himself so frivolously is proud

of u. right now, u don’t know what’s next, or even

the actual purpose in all that’s taking place.

whatever u do, don’t question God, or let ur

faith shake. take all the time u need to figure

what u wanna do next, u know who u are, so try not to

lose yourself. continue exuding passion, power,

and grace in all u do. let God handle what u

can’t. most importantly, don’t fold or

conform to none of this temporary shit.

august 23rd, 2023 - 2:28 a.m.